My mom’s 67th birthday would have been tomorrow. But tomorrow is My World “Tuesday.” And since I post for the memes I do a day ahead (for me), I thought I would just honor her birthday a day ahead as well.
When my mom was 63, her caretaker decided to throw a big birthday party for her which included people writing things about their memories of her. I lived far away, but I made a scrapbook page to send.
The top picture is from 1986. (I was 21; My mom was 45.) My mom and I are wearing sweaters I knitted. It was my first big knitting project, and I wanted to make one for her to match mine. My mom was always too hot, so I modified the pattern to make a vest. (I was impressed with myself.)
The bottom picture is when Chic is about 5 months old. It is Mother’s Day. My mother was in her 5th year of downward decline at this point. She no longer spoke, but she understood everything. She loved Chic. She would hold her for hours (and Chic would let her). My parents babysat one day a week for the first nine months of Chic’s life when we lived near them.
The bottom picture is covering an envelope. Inside an envelope is a list of things I remembered about my mother. There are so many more, but this covers a lot of highlights:
Things I remember about you…
-Waking me up every morning until I went away to school (at 15) by saying, “Good Morning Little Girl; Rise and Shine!”
-Your saying every evening, “You can set the table,” as if it were some grand privilege.
-Periodically finding a treat in my room after school. (My favorites were “Now and Laters.”)
-Trips with just the two of us to Eureka Springs or other small towns around for shopping.
-Damming up creeks.
-Visiting you at work at the nursing home when I was very little.
-The care packages you sent when I was in academy and college. (Did you know I never shared the things you sent?)
-That you sent me cards at least once a week in academy and college. They were usually funny, and you only signed your name; you rarely wrote a message. Sometimes you would include the baseball standings or a cartoon from the newspaper.
-Days spent in antique stores.
-That you celebrated my 30th birthday for an entire week.
-That when I got home from Iceland you gave me a gift a day for a month to make up for all the time I had been gone.
-You watering your flowers and plants—indoors and out—and keeping them beautiful all the time.
-The whole summer you wouldn’t speak to me because of the phone bill.
-Spinach casserole.
-Poppy Seed Bread and Banana Bread at Christmas.
-Cranberry tea when guests came to our house for holiday dinners.
-The Peugeot.
-The Minivans.
-The summer I turned 18, I came home from academy to find you had enrolled me in a nurses’ aide course and expected me to find a job in a nursing home for the summer. (Which I did for two summers.)
-How you never gave endless lectures on my behavior and choices that did not please you, but I still knew your expectations and when I was not living up to them.
-Always going somewhere with you to take care of elderly people.
-That you would never let me have long hair when I was little.
-Your lack of interest in cooking and other things domestic. Yet when I wanted to learn to sew, you helped me make a simple dress.
-Your “watch thing.” I remember being in New York with Daddy where we bought the amethyst one for you.
-Alf.
-Your sense of humor and mischievousness.
November 23, 2008 at 12:09 pm
I loved your mother.
Ducky,
And she loved you. I’m glad she could be a bright spot for you and Jennifer in that dark family.
(And thank you for not making disparaging comments about the 22-year-old photo!)
Louise
November 23, 2008 at 12:36 pm
It’s a nice picture.
November 23, 2008 at 12:45 pm
The sweaters are fabulous. Such a nice tribute. Wondering what was in the spinach casserole.
Leora,
I think I’ll do a post on that someday. My mother hated cooking. She never followed directions (like mixing dry and wet ingredients separately) and she did things that were simple. The spinach casserole is one of the most unhealthy things one could imagine eating. But it is SOOOO good! She used to take it to church potlucks and was famous for it. When we moved here, I was needing something quick for a church potluck, so I made it myself. Now I’M famous for it. No one cares how unhealthy it is; they just eat it. (I eat a spoonful.)
It goes in a big crock pot and had 4 packages of frozen spinach, TWELVE eggs, 1-1/2 pounds of American cheese, some flour, I think a pound of cottage cheese, I think a cup of butter, and maybe that’s all. I WILL post it someday with a recipe. (The next time I make it and can take a picture. I try to not make it often so everyone’s arteries at church do not get clogged in one sitting!)
Louise
November 23, 2008 at 1:21 pm
this is such a touching moving post louise, thanks for sharing it
November 23, 2008 at 1:29 pm
The love for your mother is jumping out of this post. Very touching!
November 23, 2008 at 1:32 pm
So many things on that list are familiar to me, either from experiencing them myself or hearing your stories.
I loved her and miss her so much. This was a beautiful, touching way to share who she was.
(FYI, everyone…the spinach casserole is sooo good, and you’ve never tasted better banana bread or lemon poppy seed bread.)
Jennifer,
See above about the spinach casserole! Also the breads. When she gave me the recipes after I moved out of the house, I was shocked that there was no mixing of the dry ingredients then adding the wet. I’m sure it was that way in the original recipes, but not the way she would do it! They turned out well, though, no? No one that I know of who has ever tried that banana bread will eat any other recipe.
I thought about you when I read the “damming creeks” part. You can thank me for not posting pictures of that! (Actually, I would incriminate myself just as badly.)
Louise
November 23, 2008 at 1:33 pm
Your love for your Mother shines in this post. It’s beautiful!
November 23, 2008 at 1:43 pm
That’s a lovely tribute.
November 23, 2008 at 2:10 pm
Beautiful tribute to your Mother and your memories of her.
I hope someday my children will remember me with as much love as you show in this post!
Becky,
I think of that all of the time. I know I am a completely different mother to my children than she was to me, but I really try to make an effort to let them know how special they are to me.
Louise
p.s. Your blog is on my short list to catch up on again!
November 23, 2008 at 3:47 pm
Very nice photos and lovely sentiments. I am touched. She left this world at a very young age. I am glad you have tons of memory of and with her.
Happy birthday to her. My mom and I go out to eat on my deceased father’s birthday, every year.
Photo Cache,
What a wonderful thing to do with your mother!
I have a friend whose mother also died very young (younger than mine), and she, her very young children and her maternal grandmother go on an outing every year for her mother’s birthday to talk about the memories so her children can share in the special connection with someone they never knew.
Louise
November 23, 2008 at 3:49 pm
This is a lovely post. Thank you.
November 23, 2008 at 5:16 pm
Hi Louise! It’s always great when I have a chance to get here, but this time I’m speechless… It’s an incredibly touching post, that’s all I can say…
Well, when back to regular life, Blogtrotter is now in Tunisia! Enjoy when you have a moment! Great week to you!
November 23, 2008 at 6:35 pm
Oh, Louise, what a wonderful tribute. I’m 64, I can’t imagine not being here for my daughters, not that they need me very often.
November 23, 2008 at 7:55 pm
This is so touching. Ummm. . . can I make a comment about the 21 picture? That’s YOU!??!? Actually, I can tell it’s you, but I just can’t imagine you at that age. . . very cute.
I’m sorry I didn’t get to know your mom. You being a product of her parenting makes me admire her pretty highly. What a great tribute – aren’t you glad you had stamps with which to decorate your page!? I’m sure she was very aware of your love, support, & admiration till the end.
November 23, 2008 at 7:56 pm
BTW – I’m also impressed by your sweaters and your “modified pattern” for her. Very nice.
November 23, 2008 at 7:59 pm
Every ounce of this is the beauty of life. Every freaken ounce of it. And even though (of course) I never knew her, I find myself missing her for you.
November 23, 2008 at 8:56 pm
You’re telling your age. 🙂 Seriously, that is really a nice series. I still miss my mom and she died in 1996.
November 23, 2008 at 9:35 pm
My Mom died in October of 1979 and though I was the only child, we had a very mixed-up type of relationship, which was often very confrontational. Don’t get me wrong -I loved her very much but we didn’t share a whole lot over the years we had together that allowed us to show that love. (I don’t do that with my kids -we are very much into the hugs and kisses and telling each other all the time “I love you” which was something I never heard my Mom say to me. Not in words, that is but as I think about her, I realize she did everything she could do for me or for my children when they came into the picture.
This was just a wonderful tribute -absolutely priceless.
November 23, 2008 at 11:54 pm
A splendid tribute to your Mother in a very touching post, Louise.
November 24, 2008 at 12:29 am
this is probably one of the most heartfelt post i have read in recent months. a great tribute to your mom. i feel that she is very proud of you and smiling at you from above.
November 24, 2008 at 3:52 am
Beautiful. These dates can be the hardest, eh? But you marked the occasion well and in style. Your Ma would be proud.
November 24, 2008 at 7:57 am
Hello Louis ! Very touching !
The love for your mother is “jumping” out of Your post…
Very pretty !
See You later !
November 24, 2008 at 11:20 am
Louise-very beautiful and moving. I hope one day my girls can look back at me like that. You’ve made me cry sitting in a public library in a town far from home.
November 24, 2008 at 1:01 pm
Thank you for that beautiful peek into your life and the lovely memories you have of your mother.
November 24, 2008 at 1:02 pm
Beautiful, beautiful post. She sounds like a wonderful woman. I hope your day is filled with happy memories.
*hugs*
November 24, 2008 at 1:47 pm
How sweet! A very touching post! 🙂
Cheers, Klaus
November 24, 2008 at 2:13 pm
I loved this tribute and I loved that you shared the not so fun memories as well. I’m sure you both had a good laugh over those! 🙂
November 24, 2008 at 2:39 pm
Louise: You were a young looking 21, what a neat way to honor Mom.
November 24, 2008 at 3:49 pm
Sorry to hear bout your lens Louise, but your garden looks terrific.
November 24, 2008 at 5:28 pm
your list made me cry. It is nearly midnight, but I think it would’ve had the same impact if I had read it first thing in the morning. What a beautiful scrapbook for her. I hope the day is filled with wonderful, happy memories for you L.
November 25, 2008 at 2:16 am
David of Authorblog has picked this post in The Post of the Day. Congratulations, and all the best wishes to your Mom. 🙂
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November 25, 2008 at 2:25 am
Happy birthday to your mother !
November 25, 2008 at 2:29 am
l’m warmed by this wonderful tribute….mothers heat the earth…unmissable post…congrats on POTD
November 25, 2008 at 5:25 am
What a lovely way to combine your loves and passions. And such a beautiful tribute to your Mother.
November 25, 2008 at 5:37 am
beautiful place and photos!
have a nice week!! 🙂
November 25, 2008 at 8:14 am
Very nice photos and a beautiful and moving tribute to your dear Mother! I am very touched. Thanks for sharing.
Many hugs to you.
November 25, 2008 at 11:45 am
Louise,
This is truly one of the most beautiful posts I have ever read! How sad to lose your Mother, and how sweet to honor her with such a great remembrance on her birthday! I loved reading the notes you wrote on the envelope. How many things we miss about someone when they are no longer part of our lives! I was very moved by the entire post! Loved the pictures, and you did such an amazing job on those sweaters!
November 25, 2008 at 12:19 pm
Louise,
This is a great post and brought back so many memories that I share with my daughter! I am sorry for your loss but with memories like these she will forever be with you. ah the memories about not talking b/c of a phone bill…this was great stuff!! I am here b/c of David’s post! 🙂
November 25, 2008 at 9:40 pm
Thank you for reminding me how important love is in our lives. I was very moved by this post.
November 26, 2008 at 12:09 am
Love that last one with tall grass. And thanks very much for visiting my blog! Much appreciated.
November 26, 2008 at 12:13 am
what a lovely post and tribute to your mom
November 26, 2008 at 2:20 am
Beautiful moments with parents.
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November 27, 2008 at 11:34 pm
Hi Louise,
This tribute to your mom was so incredibly heartfelt and as all your posts, makes me appreciate you more all the time. Those around us can’t begin to know the depth of you and your character. I am moved to tears since I am here with my mom and can’t imagine the pain of life without her.
sam
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